26.08.06

i'm tired maybe?
i know i am.
i'm really tired of trying.
the fact that i am jealous doesn't matter and its not the point at all.
i have learnt not to care about this.
its obvious?
maybe you should be caring enough not to be so obvious yourself.
i don't know if i can meet you and talk to you or not. there seem to be so much to i want to say to you. but just so you know. i'm not exactly comfortable talking to you now. cause of the words you said and the actions followed by it.

i don't really care if you love her or not.
because it doesn't affect me loving you.
not at all.
yes, there might be jealousy.
but i am who i am today because i'm stronger than this.
you told me this yourself.

i'm unsure and uncertain.
and i'm sorry.